First off, I owe you an apology. And I suppose I owe myself one as well. Instead of keeping to my schedule and posting as is my duty to myself and you guys; I gave up and let myself down.
The reason being this:
The past 2 to 2 1/2 weeks have been really good for me. I mean really good. Instead of going down, instead of being below the normal persons average, I have been at that average, and have been feeling like I'm going up, and nothing was changing that. It was amazing.
But then something, I'm still by sure what yet, I suspect it had something to do with the upbeat but late night phone call a few nights ago, and I went numb.
You know how I've been saying that I've been feeling again? So to speak at least? Well, that's gone now. I went down, hard, and without me even noticing. I hit rock bottom and went numb. And have stayed there ever since. So my happiness ended with my being a downer now.
So I owe you an apology for not posting but under the circumstances, I believe that I did the right thing, taking a few days for myself. By hopefully it'll be back to normal soon.
You have anything you want to talk to me or ask me about? Do so below.
Now-numb-human-being
Samantha
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