Actually, no I'm not. I am two weeks away from probably the biggest production I have ever done, in a shitty blue room, shoestring budget and cheesecloth costumes, and I've never felt so tired. After two days hard-core practicing, I'm shattered, physically and mentally. So I'll give you writing I've done a while ago, during a dark spell, rather than a really badly put together post. Have a look at this, tell me what you think?
Quotes next post I suspect, and then I should be okay for a few days. Over the next two weeks, the posts won't be fantastic, ground breaking posts like I usually do, they'll be makeshift a little bit. Sorry, but it's the stress.
Can You Remember?
Darkness...
Closing in...
Feelings getting worse...
Remembering what was done...
Losing my sense of control...
Can you remember how you hurt me?
Broke my heart?
Shattered into thousands of pieces,
All of which were daggers of your lying words,
Piercing into me, bleeding me out?
I saw the blood from my heart,
Bleeding on the ballroom floor,
A spectacle just to watch as I died.
Can you remember how you hurt me?
Took my happiness?
Lost my mind to you,
Never flet so betrayed in my life,
To watch you kill the man I love.
Took my life in your hands,
And squeezed the breath out of it,
Choked what remained of me.
Can you remember how you hurt me?
Killed my soul?
Loss and heartbreak override,
Sanity is questionable,
Depression took over.
I watched you are you ripped what little I had,
Made me hate what I loved,
Threw me into the blackness.
Can you remember the live in which you made me love?
Made me hate?
Made the anger overflow and bleed out all the pain between you and me?
Those lives were the times you went and destroyed me.
Feelings getting worse...
Remembering what was done...
Losing my sense of control...
Can you remember how you hurt me?
Broke my heart?
Shattered into thousands of pieces,
All of which were daggers of your lying words,
Piercing into me, bleeding me out?
I saw the blood from my heart,
Bleeding on the ballroom floor,
A spectacle just to watch as I died.
Can you remember how you hurt me?
Took my happiness?
Lost my mind to you,
Never flet so betrayed in my life,
To watch you kill the man I love.
Took my life in your hands,
And squeezed the breath out of it,
Choked what remained of me.
Can you remember how you hurt me?
Killed my soul?
Loss and heartbreak override,
Sanity is questionable,
Depression took over.
I watched you are you ripped what little I had,
Made me hate what I loved,
Threw me into the blackness.
Can you remember the live in which you made me love?
Made me hate?
Made the anger overflow and bleed out all the pain between you and me?
Those lives were the times you went and destroyed me.
Physically-and-emotionally-drained-and-exhausted-human-being
Samantha.
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