I don't post all too often. I said every two days, it changed to every three, and now it's every five, if I'm lucky.
The reason is this:
This blog, was to get my feelings out. A sort of simple councilor if you will. And when I needed to speak, I spoke, telling my feelings to the world, and maybe helping somebody else understand what it's like. Or to speak out and make a connection with somebody, make them feel like they aren't the only one. If I did that, it was a bonus, but mainly this blog, when I started it, was for me.
But now, recently, I've felt like I haven't needed it. I haven't been down, or depressed. I haven't needed to express myself in any way. And so I haven't. It's as simple as that.
I'll need this blog again at some point, and that's why I keep going with it. That and I still feel down (in a more minor sense) and still feel the need to inform and make a connection and educate so I do. Or at least I try to.
So yeah, I'm not as down as I was, things are changing. It's a good thing. A very good thing. Means less posts, but that's not a bad thing. Not with the stresses of work and assignments as well, (which surprisingly have not been causing a down mood) ontop of posting.
I hope you are all doing well.
So-much-better-than-she's-been-in-a-long-time-human-beinf
Samantha
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